Saturday, September 4, 2010

the truth

Everything finally come out clear. All e lies you had said, we always know now.
You hurt lots of people, loves and family memebers. You should know when you tell a lie, you need 10 more lies to cover it. Now you burn your hand, don’t ever blame anyone for it.

First, you lie to me and telling me all the feeling you had for me while you are with another girl. Telling me you are single, one man standing strong? Hah..
Telling the girl, you are single when you are with me. Telling me, she know about my present as your girlfriend.
She is just a navie girl. How can you do that to her. What you did to me, I can’t do anything because I’m stupid. I understand it.
You was with her right after you break up with me 2~3weeks! WTF! You still dare to come look for me and tell me you love me and no one can replace me and you will be alone. Super piss off when I know the truth.. All the rubbish!
Finally she called me and clear all e lies. She still ask me to forgive you when she don’t even know the truth. Can see she has a kind heart. You make use of it. My mom asked me to spare you as your parents were kind and nice to me.
You lost your brothers, is all your own fault. No one do anything to destroy it. You treat how, you knew it long ago. Some people actually suffer and stress because of you. Pushing all the blame to others and running away from problems.
My son! Desmund! He was my hope and dream. But I have to give up on him. Yes my dad don’t want him. He stay, I need to leave the house. I will loose my family. You are sad and cried because you heard all those painful word. To me, is fine. Because I know my dad wanted face and I don’t give a damn shit to him. I love my son, my child! I begged you to spare him, you didn’t! I saw him coming out dead and cover with blood. As a mother, when I see it, it was like the last day of my life. He was innocent. All because of his parents, he had to give up his life. It was only 5months away to his new life. All the features was out. Forcing him out is already evil! When you tell he die peacefully, I feel like slapping you! Did he die peacefully? Thank God! He was force to come out! You still able to tell me this. This really boil me badly!
What had done already done! We can’t change or do anything.. Just when time is right, we will need to pay back.

I forgive you but I can’t forget. It take time to make me feel better? I don’t know..

Just let it end and move on.
Hope you won’t lie or hurt anyone!

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